Don't give up!

"Don't give up" and "you're going to be okey" are the things that can be said easily, but done...not as easy. There have been many times in my life where i have been down, many times where i have questioned everything and many times that i've survived. I know that it so easy to say, but really it is not. It is one thing to say it to yourself, because you can believe it, but the other thing is that your friends can't. Yesterday i told my friend that i was okey, that i was fine, because that's what i wanted myself to hear, but she saw straight through to me. She knew that something was wrong, but i still kept saying that i was okey, because i didn't want to live there. I didn't want to live in a world of pain, even though i feel it every other day. I didn't want to live in a world full of confusion and fear, even though i feel those emotions every day. I didn't want to be sad and miserable. But it is okey. It is okey to sometimes feel sad, cry, be angry, you know why? Because you are a human. It is a human emotion and it is beautiful. Yes. It hurts like hell. Yes. You want it to stop. No. Not how you think. You have to survive. You have to thrive and be the best that you can be. Don't drop to any level belove yours, don't drop down to the level of people who couldn't give a damn about you, who just want to see you hurt. Rise above them. Speak up. Even if they have hurt you, hurt your friends, don't drop to their level. Don't be like them. Kill them with kindness. You'll feel better. You'll be better. You are better. So, yes, saying "don't give up" and "you're going to be okey" is easy to say, but what matters the most - how you act on it. So don't give up on anything, because you're going to be okey!