My plans for this school year...

School will start in about 2 days and i just want to make a list or a plan for this school year, because there are so many things i want to achieve and there are so many ways i want my life to go, so i decided to share them with you!

1. CONFIDENCE (This is so important for me to gain. I am confident about my face with no make-up and about my body. But i have not yet gained confidence in school about all sorts of things. For example, making mistakes. These hit me hard, i have to say, but at the end of the day no one is laughing at you, no one is judging you, so you gotta understand that it is okay if you make mistakes, it is okey to cry if you feel like it, even in school. People make mistakes and they cry. You don't have to listen to the people who put you down or say that you are weird for doing what you like and for believing things that you do believe in. I know it easier said that done, but you have to remember that! Confidence makes us strong and if we have that - we are winners and we are going to achieve so many amazing things!

2. SPEAK MY MIND (I know this is easy to do, but like i said i don't have confidence in school, so it is harder for me to speak what i think and speak my ideas out loud. I will work at that during my last year at school. I promise myself, i will speak my mind if i feel like something is wrong. I will say my ideas out loud if i think they will be worth saying. I will not make my opinion the only correct one, because to get out of the situation you have more than 1 correct answer. And i will be who i want to be. And i will be wiser and speak my mind even if no one else will.)

3. HARD WORK & GOOD GRADES (I want to study in University of Latvia and it is a really big school. So i have to study 3-5times harder that i've been studying before. I will not stop if i think i can't do it. If people think i will not get something done or i will not learn what i want to do, i'll prove them and mostly MYSELF wrong. I'll prove that i can do it. I will prove to MYSELF that i'll get in the school that i love and i will study the thing that i want. No one is going to stop me from achieving what i want!)

4. SPEAKING ABOUT TOPICS THAT ARE IMPORTANT TO ME (This is so hard for me to do, because i am scared that people are going to judge my opinion or my choices of topics, but i have to ignore that. There are so many topics that i want to talk about in school and this year, this last year here, i have to speak about them. When we will have a essay or a verbal essay to tell in front of the entire class, i will speak things i want talk about. I will not talk about things that i hope everyone will love and adore. I will speak about things that are important and interesting to me. At the end of 12th grade, at the exam where i have to talk about something, i will speak what i want to speak and i won't care if no one cares. I DO. I CARE. That is the most important thing! )

5. MISTAKES (It is 1000% okay to make mistakes. Even if it is the stupidest mistake of your life, you'll learn from it and you'll become a better person! Remember that good and the bad things count, but the bad things that had happened make you into who you are as a person. If everyone is laughing about you and just laugh it off, but if they speak about it after few days, say that - Everyone makes mistakes, you are allowed to laugh at me if you've never made a mistake. If you haven't then fine, laugh at me, but i know for a fact everyone has made mistakes, and no one is perfect. Don't take something out on me, because of one mistake. I learned and you should too!)